Predestinated?

28.08.2004, 16.40 my fate was determined

The saying, Life is unpredictable doesn't stand for today. I hesitate and I foresee. I was right. For once, I hate being right.

Within a span of less than 6 months, this was the second time. Then back, now front. The already paranoid me, became worse. This is happening, it happened again

Is it true that I am destined to not celebrate? If so, I am never ever gonna. And yes, folks I will listen to you now and in future.

Truly apologetic and shaken.